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  時間久了,對於駭客這門學問也開始漸漸的感到厭煩,畢竟駭客在大家眼中都只是負面的。自己也曾經學過易語言、C++、JAVA。可是都是以沒有恆心堅持下去宣告失敗,最終原因還是遊戲的誘惑讓我提前退出了這一場演繹。
  
  《夢幻國度》當時在遊戲裏風光,可是卻總是忽略了現實中的點點滴滴,忽略和父母,忽略了朋友,忽略了身邊每個關心我的人。
  
  當遊戲裏的好友相繼的從遊戲還有名單中變成灰色的時候,身邊除了父母,現實中的朋友已經是寥寥無幾。
  
  當我決心從遊戲中走出來的時候,把電腦上的遊戲通通都刪除了的時候,我才發現,我已經被駭客界給淘汰了!記得曾經有個朋友給我講過“要學好駭客,就要遠離遊戲,因為遊戲裏繽紛的世界是最能讓你失去毅力的”其實當時我也明白他講的這話,可是我卻總是做不到。
  
  好景不長,原本已經一腔熱情的去投入到自己喜歡事情中了,卻還是因為一款叫做《完美世界國際版》的遊戲把我活活的拉了進去,這是一款真正讓我幾年都無法自拔的遊戲,我不知道它究竟好在什麼地方,可是卻能一直在裏面折騰。從一開始在遊戲裏一個人不認識,打打小怪升升級,到最後頭上頂著“XXXX幫主”的身份出現在各個城戰。當打開地圖,看到地圖上全是我幫打下的領土時,心裏有的只是一絲絲的感慨。自己得到了遊戲裏德虛榮,可是回過頭來,被自己冷漠了的現實中的朋友卻相繼的離開了自己,孤苦伶仃的只剩下我一個人,決定離開遊戲,離開這個讓我得到了快樂,得到了虛榮,得到了地位,卻失去了朋友的遊戲。
  
  當我決定離開《完美國際》的時候,只是偷偷的把這事給副會長“小兔兒”說了一下,兔兒說她要結婚了,也不能把這群兄弟給帶下去,回到IS上,我以一個遊戲統戰加公會會長的身份告訴了大家“我會離開一段時間”其實當時只有兔兒知道,我是要離開遊戲,不再回來了。由於兔兒要結婚,所以我只能叫當時的主力師的師長“猴爺”帶著大家,當大家聽到這個消息的時候在IS上面幾百號人突然一片寂靜,原本吵吵鬧鬧的頻道頓時鴉雀無聲,也許是意識到了我可能要離開的事,因為大家都知道,就算我平時再忙都不會讓任何人去代替我帶著大家一起打“天下”。
  
  離開遊戲大概快2年了,不久前兔兒突然給我發短信說“回來吧,大家想你了,想你在IS上面逗大家開心的情景了,我們沒在完美國際了,現在整個公會都進駐《神魔大陸》了。我知道你前天晚上來過IS我也看到了,你上的那個小馬甲號在娛樂頻道來過!而且是我把你拉進來的!為什麼一走就是兩年,這個公會都已經潰不成軍了!”其實我也知道原來的XXXX公會在神魔大陸,不久前在神魔大陸公測的時候用小馬甲號去IS上看過了,當時是在晚上8點多,大家都在娛樂頻道,當時是小馬甲號還是在玩完美國際時用的,只有兔兒知道我這個小馬甲號,而且也被兔兒看到了,因為當時小馬甲號披的還是玩完美國際是的馬甲!太顯眼了。當時看著大家在娛樂頻道很開心,而且公會的美女主持“小豆子”在給大家唱《雨天》很是開心。而且看到很多新的面孔,幾大核心人物都還在,便更加開心了。
  
  看著大家開心,我也就開心,關了IS,便出去接萍兒(現在的女朋友)兔兒給我發來短信問我為什麼走了,一走就是兩年。我告訴兔兒說“看著大家都好,我也就開心了。我要去接我女朋友了,她是我現在除了父母親人,唯一會在乎我的人了,我不想回到遊戲裏德原因就是因為我不想失去身邊的任何人了”兔兒沒給我發短信了,索性給我打來了電話,在電話裏面對我吼了一句“你願意拋棄跟著你那麼久的兄弟們嗎?”我告訴兔兒“在遊戲裏,我是會長,在生活中,我只想做個稱職的男朋友,因為我知道,我一玩到遊戲了就會無情的冷漠現實生活中的每一個人,我喜歡專注於一件事,我選擇放棄遊戲,是因為我想專注於我當下的這份愛,兔兒,我和你不一樣,你和你老公都懂得去合理的分配每一天,遊戲工作兩不誤,由於你們對遊戲的共同愛好和同在同一城市,成就了你們這一樁很匪夷所思的遊戲戀曲,直到最後走進婚姻殿堂。現在你和你老公都有了除遊戲以外的工作與生活,遊戲也只是一種打法時間的工具了。可是我卻只想安心的做一件事,工作與感情沒有掛鉤,但是再加上遊戲的話,我可能會招架不過來,對不起,我不能回到遊戲裏因為我不想去冷漠現實中的她。”
  
  說完這些話以後,我便掛了兔兒電話,掛電話時,我隱約的聽見兔兒好像哭了!
  
  其實我知道,遊戲和現實,讓我選擇一樣我會選擇現實,以前我會義無反顧的選擇遊戲,可是當我失去了太多太多的時候,我對遊戲只有抵觸感,我會偶爾玩遊戲,但是絕對不會像以前那樣為了遊戲不惜讓自己失去身邊的人!
  
  為了遊戲,我失去了更好的學習機會,易語言、C++、JAVA,讓我已經不知道該去從何學起。
  
  為了遊戲,我失去了過太多太多的愛,朋友、哥們、乃至是曾經和自己在一起的人,都相繼的離開了我。
  
  為了遊戲,我失去了原本該有的年華,時間、機會、健康。
  
  為了遊戲,我失去了.....
  
  遊戲是一把雙刃劍,可以讓你得到現實中得不到的開心,卻也能讓你失去現實中的所有。
  
  如果還有像我這這樣,曾經為了遊戲而失去太多的朋友,迷途知返吧!路在自己腳下,走錯了不一定意味著失敗,換條路可能會更好,但是走錯了卻還是一直在繼續走下去就註定會失敗。
  
  如果你是一個能很好拿捏現實與遊戲的人,能很好的顧及現實與遊戲,那請自便,每個人走的路都有不同,有的人是靠遊戲謀生,那是一種職業,有的人不是,那就是沉迷。
  
  遊戲,究竟是什麼讓你吸引住了那麼多的人?或許這樣的話說的不對,遊戲本身並沒有錯,錯的只是人,如果能很好的衡量遊戲與現實,如果能理智的對待遊戲,我想不會出現那麼多為了遊戲殺人,為了遊戲搶劫之類的事情。
  
  當初的不理智,當初的沉迷,讓我失去了的已經無法挽回。
  
  我,一個普通玩家對大家的忠告!
  
  我叫無奈。
  
  希望大家別像我這樣,無奈!

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